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Still Here…

31 Friday Jul 2015

Posted by lyssiepooh in Stories

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Some days you just want to give up.
That statement means something different to everyone.

Here’s One Story.

Never offended
Often pretended
Mouth was always closed
But no one knows
Because it never showed
Always felt
That no one would help
Wanted to be defended
Hand always extended
Where was the hand to grab?
Constantly back-stabbed
Fake smile
For awhile
Just a child
Lost
Double crossed
Questioned life
Thought twice
No fear
Mind clear
Still here.

Reverse the Cycle

20 Monday Jul 2015

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Dripping with this Disease of Delusion.

Drunk and Disorderly.

Dysfunctional in every Decision.

Devious thoughts forming Deceitful behavior.

Deriving from your Dramatic personality, Draining your mind.

Deprived of any Doubt.

Damaged from years of Deception.

Dreary eyes cannot see the Distance.

Delirious now, you want a Do-over, too late!

Disaster is Diminishing Downward.

Deeper and Deeper.

Dying while falling Downhill.

 

Now it’s Dawn, you’re Dizzy, but you Decide to make things Different.

This Drifter, is now Driven.

Drawn to Dreams, never to Dread another Day.

An Obsession: What Anxiety Feels Like…

10 Friday Jul 2015

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Stuck in your head
Feel like your dead

Staring into space
even though your mind is racing…

No one knows what’s wrong
all you know is it’s very strong

Locked up inside you
Choking you

You can’t breathe, but your mind is at ease now.

BREATHE….

Calm down
Walk around

It’s still there

All around
Everywhere

Can’t explain the feeling
What’s the meaning?

Not in control

of yourself
no one could help

Let me out of the box
with the locks

Hour by hour is just wasted
Amazing…
Can’t eat or sleep.

Restless, but stressless
Amazing, the feeling
of not being yourself

GET HELP!

Stay away from

Prozac and Valium
and hopefully in time it will pass

and at Last…

it’s over
your “Depression”
was just what it was, an Obsession.

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