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“You Don’t Know Me…”

24 Saturday Sep 2016

Posted by lyssiepooh in feelings, Life, Stories, Uncategorized

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acceptance, anxiety, life, mind, poetry, random, Sleep, stories, strength, thoughts

Thoughts invade my sleep, leaving me without any.
Tired.

I’m everyone’s strength, but who is mine?
Frustrated.

This “strength” has become my inner weakness.
Defeated.

Which mask should I put on today?
Pretending.

Each day feels different.
Changing.

Feelings bottled up, with nowhere to go.
Annoyed.

“They” wouldn’t understand.
Alone.

I will not let whatever-THIS- is get the best of me.
Determined.

It will never control who I am.
Driven.

I will be just fine.

 

**Dedicated to Someone Special

Not a Burden…

28 Sunday Aug 2016

Posted by lyssiepooh in feelings, Life, Stories, Uncategorized

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acceptance, anxiety, better, life, memories, mind, poetry, random, stories, thoughts

My tears make a path that no one dries
A path filled with let downs that never end.

A silent scene of flashbacks and memories that started the cries
All alone.. not even trying to burden a friend.

Butterflies fill my stomach and also my head
Overthinking at its worst, worst than its ever been.

Sleeping used to be comforting, but now it’s something I dread
Trying to hide the pain with just a small grin.

Emotional all the time, but showing no emotion at all
Ducking behind the walls I built with my own hands.

Thinking to myself, “these walls are so tall”
And my personality is just so “bland.”

::Sighs:: with the thought that no one cares
Feelings become irrelevant.

Thinking that life is just so unfair
And only believing the words that “they” never meant.

I’m better now or so I thought
Fighting it, for years and years.

The horror that my mind has brought
Gets me emotional and filled with fears.

Never going back, doubt clouds my face–
::thinking:: THIS will be my “last straw.”

Everything will eventually fall into place
Starting with Me– everything I am and all my flaws.

Do They?

20 Friday May 2016

Posted by lyssiepooh in society

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acceptance, life, people, question, sad, society, they

Do they know you’re sad?
Do they know you’re affected?
Do they know you cry?
Do they know you’re anxious?
Do they know you can’t sleep?
Do they know you feel alone?
Do they know?

Do THEY know, THEY are the reason?
No….
Will letting them know, make a difference? No….
So,
Breathe.

Get Over It.
They don’t care.
Accept It.

Move On.

Acceptance and Peace

20 Tuesday Oct 2015

Posted by lyssiepooh in Life

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acceptance, change, choice, different, equality, grow, happiness, learn, lgbt, peace, religion, think

Isn’t it crazy that you never know where life can take you? As a person, you can hold someone else’s life in your hands and not even know them? How is that even possible? I don’t know and no one has all the answers to life, but what I do know is we should live every day like it is our last because it is not known when our LAST day is.

You could be doing what you think is the “right” thing all your life, but the person doing all the “wrong” things ends up affecting the person who does the “right” and then nobody wins. So whose to say what is right and wrong anyway?

Religion, race, sexuality, skin color, gender or etc., should play no part in one another’s individual happiness. Just be yourself and live YOUR truth because being happy with who you are, is all that matters. There are too many injustices and hate in the world, by itself, to be teaching our younger generation to carry that on further. The only thing that should be understood is what you believe is right for YOURSELF and no one else. Mind your own business. To be ANTI- something is a waste of time and energy, especially if it doesn’t affect your individual life. Stop judging and teaching HATE, we can be much better than that. Better people, better friends, better partners, better teachers, better parents, just better in general and hopefully the next generation and so on, can learn acceptance and peace.

Reverse the Cycle

20 Monday Jul 2015

Posted by lyssiepooh in Life

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acceptance, calmdown, change, cycle, dreams, drunk, life, mind, people, random, reverse the cycle

Dripping with this Disease of Delusion.

Drunk and Disorderly.

Dysfunctional in every Decision.

Devious thoughts forming Deceitful behavior.

Deriving from your Dramatic personality, Draining your mind.

Deprived of any Doubt.

Damaged from years of Deception.

Dreary eyes cannot see the Distance.

Delirious now, you want a Do-over, too late!

Disaster is Diminishing Downward.

Deeper and Deeper.

Dying while falling Downhill.

 

Now it’s Dawn, you’re Dizzy, but you Decide to make things Different.

This Drifter, is now Driven.

Drawn to Dreams, never to Dread another Day.

Let Life Guide You (ABC Poem)

27 Saturday Jun 2015

Posted by lyssiepooh in poetry

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ABCpoem, acceptance, boat, different, guide, life, love, metaphor, mind, random, sailing, uncertainty, you

A Boat Can Disappear,

Entering Forever, Gone, How?

In Jeopardy, Knowing, Loving Many.

Nobody’s Opposite Pain.

Quarries Rise,

Sailing Towards Uncertainty.

Violent Winds eXpand.

Years Zone.



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