19 Wednesday Aug 2015
Posted in Life
Changes as much as the clock ticks.
Up, down… Bed.
Cry.
Indulge.
Cry some more.
Alcohol numbs feelings.
Laughter to cover up the crying.
Happy for awhile…
Tired from the changes.
Lay down and think.
Eyes close, mind racing.
Up, down…Sleep
Dream.
20 Monday Jul 2015
Tags
acceptance, calmdown, change, cycle, dreams, drunk, life, mind, people, random, reverse the cycle
Dripping with this Disease of Delusion.
Drunk and Disorderly.
Dysfunctional in every Decision.
Devious thoughts forming Deceitful behavior.
Deriving from your Dramatic personality, Draining your mind.
Deprived of any Doubt.
Damaged from years of Deception.
Dreary eyes cannot see the Distance.
Delirious now, you want a Do-over, too late!
Disaster is Diminishing Downward.
Deeper and Deeper.
Dying while falling Downhill.
Now it’s Dawn, you’re Dizzy, but you Decide to make things Different.
This Drifter, is now Driven.
Drawn to Dreams, never to Dread another Day.
10 Friday Jul 2015
Tags
anxiety, better, calmdown, choice, depression, different, family, feeling, feels, friends, grow, growingup, guide, hate, life
Stuck in your head
Feel like your dead
Staring into space
even though your mind is racing…
No one knows what’s wrong
all you know is it’s very strong
Locked up inside you
Choking you
You can’t breathe, but your mind is at ease now.
BREATHE….
Calm down
Walk around
It’s still there
All around
Everywhere
Can’t explain the feeling
What’s the meaning?
Not in control
of yourself
no one could help
Let me out of the box
with the locks
Hour by hour is just wasted
Amazing…
Can’t eat or sleep.
Restless, but stressless
Amazing, the feeling
of not being yourself
GET HELP!
Stay away from
Prozac and Valium
and hopefully in time it will pass
and at Last…
it’s over
your “Depression”
was just what it was, an Obsession.
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