Drunk with despair
Trying to forget
But THIS was the moment
Where everything fell apart
My life was in shambles
I can’t think straight
Why?
Tell me I’m wrong.
No! I’m not.
THIS was the time
Who knew you would be taken from me
4 years later.
I miss you, with ALL of me,
ALL my being.
Who am I, without you?
I can’t believe I’m here.
4 years later.
4 years it took me to heal
I’m not healed
I can remember like it was yesterday,
Where they threw me out of the ER
I couldn’t see you like that.
Now you’re GONE.
I can’t imagine.
I struggle everyday.
My emotions overtake me.
Why?
Speak to me.
You can’t.
Only in my Dreams, I hear you, I speak to you.
I’m back in the place where I found out, You had a problem.
The memories are killing me.
Dying to relive the moment I found out.
So I can have another 4 years.
But NO, it’s over.
It’s done.
I have to live with this.