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Disappointed

01 Monday Mar 2021

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I thought I knew you.

The person who matched me- my person.

You said all the right things, but I still can’t help but think they were all lies…

 

It was perfect

Too perfect.

LOVE is not a word to just… “throw around”

Yet you did.

The first time it happened I didn’t know what to do with myself,

I was broken, upset, hurt, and wondering what I did wrong?

But then you came to your senses!

I forgave you.

You chose me!

Who is this person I have become- waiting to be chosen?

I lost myself, but it was okay because I gained you…

I trusted you.

I confided in you.

You knew my happy ending, but you also knew my worst fears.

You used all of it, every last drop.

You lost all my trust…

But,

I learned, I experienced

…I LOVED.

 

I’m not mad.

I’m not hurt.

I’m disappointed-

in You.

Short and Sweet

25 Sunday Mar 2018

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The blessing everyone needed,
which came as a surprise.

This beautiful person
With bright, happy eyes.

To love you is a pleasure,
one you will never know.

Life is more meaningful,
watching you grow.

Once I see your face,
my day is complete.

And every time I hear you laugh,
my heart skips a beat.

Someone’s prayers must have been answered
from way up above.

Because you ARE the definition of “True Love.“

For Ria.

Ria

Finally…

22 Friday Sep 2017

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Standards are high
Needing someone willing to try.

Too grown to be let down,
but also too grown to keep someone around.

Take over my mind,
Not my body or my life.

When I see the glass half empty,
Can you see it half full?

Love me,
But give me time.

Time to understand what love really is
Time to see what my hearts wants, so it can give.

I’m tired
Tired of myself.

I finally chose me, so give me some space
I’ll eventually learn to love, BUT at my own pace.

A Red Word

13 Saturday Aug 2016

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THIS feeling.
An overwhelming out-pour of need.
Or maybe– want.
Loneliness is a disease.
It consumes.
But you can never truly be alone… if you love yourself.
Is it really that hard?
Yes!
How can you WANT someone to love you, if you, yourself, don’t love you.
Stricken with the idea that someone can love you–
The idea that you can possibly love yourself?
No!?
Those voices in your head.

“You’re not worth it.”

But if YOU believe this, so will everyone else.
Worthless.
A word with MORE meaning than it ever intended.

Laugh Again…

17 Sunday Jul 2016

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I took for granted that I laughed everyday

Saying “I miss you” is just so cliché

Without you nothing is the same

I don’t even want to think about it or say your name

The house is empty without your presence

It only smells of burning flames and incense

It’s not even worth coming home anymore

I close my eyes and drop to the floor

I can’t even cry because I’ve become so numb

Thinking about THAT day, with a much different outcome

Because of this, she’s gone for good

The funny thing is, you knew she would

I have to figure out a way to go on

I can hear your voice saying, “Don’t worry you’re strong”

The days go by– one at a time

Praying for the day, I will be just fine

Maybe that day missing you, will come to an end

And you will somehow help me, laugh again.

A Defining Moment

19 Tuesday Apr 2016

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You’re just a fantasy
of what I think I need.

Your presence makes me sick
but, I constantly need to feed.

Addicted to your behavior
but, I’m upset all time.

I keep coming back for more,
making sure that you’re all mine.

I swear this is normal,
I keep telling myself this.

This can’t be what they talk about…
Perfect bliss?

I gave it a shot,
there was a fine line.

I never felt that before,
so that had to be a bad sign.

Being around you,
makes my heart skip a beat.

But, I think that’s stress
or my body claiming defeat.

My patience is running out,
it’s literally almost done.

The fates have spoken,
and I think “They” won.

I can’t sleep at all,
because I feel so bad.

I dwell on memories
and the times we once had.

But I will not suffer another day,
with you by my side.

You do not defend my honor
or protect my pride.

Letting you go,
is the best thing I can do.

Forget what the movies say,
it’s not me… it’s YOU.

Sing to Me

30 Tuesday Jun 2015

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Sing to me,
like you did when I was young.

Sing to me,
like my life has just begun.

Sing to me,
with love in your eyes.

Sing to me,
without all the lies.

Sing to me,
so I can fall asleep.

Sing to me,
so I don’t hear you weep.

Sing to me,
like the song will never die.

Sing to me,
so I will not wake up and cry.

Sing to me,
and let’s pretend I have a choice.

Sing to me,
so I can hear your voice.

Sing to me,
like you really care.

Sing to me,
so I can still hear you there.

Sing to me,
like I know you can.

Sing to me,
because I will always be your number one fan.