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19 Wednesday Aug 2015

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calmdown, dreams, life, mind, Mood, Moody, random, Sleep, stories, stress, thoughts

Changes as much as the clock ticks.
Up, down… Bed.
Cry.
Indulge.
Cry some more.
Alcohol numbs feelings.
Laughter to cover up the crying.
Happy for awhile…
Tired from the changes.
Lay down and think.
Eyes close, mind racing.
Up, down…Sleep
Dream.

Friends Will Always Need You…

15 Monday Jun 2015

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depression, friends, herself, life, mind, need, pain, random, stories, stress, toolate

Only time could tell…
How long more, before she fell?

What’s next?
It has already been five minutes after that shocking text.

What would happen to her dearest friend?
This is not how a life is supposed to end.

She constantly tries calling her phone,
But all she gets is the dial tone.

Should she wait until everything is settled?
No, now her foot is pushing harder on the gas pedal.

Faster and faster she goes…
What she will find next, not even she knows.

Flashbacks of happier times.
What would make her friend lose her mind?

Was all her advice just in vain?
Or did it help ease the pain?

Her friend is crying now…
No one is coming, she thinks to herself.
No one cares they don’t want to help.

Please God just end it already, I don’t want to suffer.
It’s was too late, she never heard the muffler.

She runs fast up the stairs…
Her friend closes her eyes and disappears.

Nothing or no one could fight back her tears.
It had come true, her worst fear.

No one could talk her out of the guilt that she felt,
If she had got there faster, she could have helped.

The next day was spent all in black.
She’s gone, the person, who once had her back.

The hole in the ground was deep, it had no end.
And it is now the resting place of her dearest friend.

“You will never know what you have, until it’s gone.”

First Post….

25 Monday May 2015

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life, mind, random, stress, thoughts

Stressed,

Depressed,

and my Mind Can’t seem to Rest,

Every thing Always seems like a Mess,

but I must Confess, that I am truly Blessed,

Because I am Finally the Person that I Want to Be,

Life is purely a Test,

That We All will have to Face,

Because Dreams just don’t Happen,

It’s All about the Chase,

All of us Hoping and Praying we come in First Place,

and get a Taste of Satisfaction,

and Our Reaction will Hopefully be Bliss,

In the Future, we can Laugh and Reminisce,

about A Past that we Do Not Miss…..

~Alyssa Sukhraj

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